10 Things to Accomplish

Chico State is going to be tough. Going from a Community College to a University is not going to be easy!! I am still so excited for Monday to come so I can finally get the ball rolling but the knot in my stomach that is forming after scanning my syllabus' is slowly tightening. I gave up so many things to get here, it's finally here and I'm freaking out. I'm ready for it, dont get me wrong, but I am so unbelievably nervous I can't help but laugh at my self. I thought I was done with all of this, I had my career and my life was set. I am happy that I came to my senses before I had a mortgage to pay or a child to care for and would have been stuck. I am thankful for that. I just am constantly going back to all of the things I gave up to be here. All of them are things... none of them will have impacted my life in anyway, they were all convenient though. They were all things that I would defenitely be happy having right now. Can't I just win the lottery?? O life would be so much easier!